| basic graphic design assignment |
[Sep. 22nd, 2008|02:20 pm] |
book jacket design
1) pick a photo of a person from your source files
2) write 1 fictional paragraph about this persons life, career, scandal or whatever
3) create 3-4 work catchy title that relates to they're life
4)write a 2 scentance description of the theme of the story about the persons life to be used as a subtitle.
yeah. im not on my macbook and needed this.
will delete. |
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| i have no life |
[Aug. 29th, 2008|10:56 pm] |
school, work, school, work, school, work
its all i do.
at this rate my first day off in basically a month will be when i go to see alex.
i cant wait to see him though. i keep going back to that letter and thinking over the line "I would definitely like to stay in touch and at least be friends." we need to talk.. and not thru letters. i need to see him. i need to tell him in person how much i really do want to give this a shot. we have nothing to lose.
i cant wait to just see his face again spend time with him. i cant wait to leave him the happiest person in the world again.. ok that one probably isnt likely because leaving him this time will mean not knowing when i'll see him again after that.
i have to survive work and school first though. hello 3 more days of open to close, then 3 days of class, then 3 more days of working open to close, then 4 more days of school. friends? what friends? i dont have those anymore.. they went away with the rest of my life. i hate this. all i want is one day off. or one day of only working a few hours would be ok too.. but i'd still prefer the day off. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 25th, 2008|10:55 am] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Bayside - Days Of My Life | ] |
i woke up too early. actually.. i went to bed too early. now im fully ready and i dont have to leave for another like 45 mns. i forgot my work study papers in ronkonkoma. i guess i wont be able to hand them in until wed now. i cant work out if im nervous or excited or nothing. i guess i'm a tad bit nervous and excited because it's a new school but i kind of dont care because i've been there/ done that. im just excited to finally go back to school. it gives me an excuse to take off of work and gives me something to do when im bored.. especially if im going for a 4.0 gpa this semester.. you can never study enough.
the good thing is i dont have alex to distract me this semester. other than a letter in the mail every couple of weeks he wont be the distraction he was my last two semesters. [haha. the alarm i set on my phone last night incase i didn't wake up just went off.] another good thing [i guess] is im back to listening to bayside constantly now. i just felt an intense amount of pain listening to them ever since he left for boot camp because they're such a reminder of him. now that everything is out in the open between us and he wants to "at least be friends" it doesn't hurt to listen to them. i felt so awkward at the SIR show with kids who bayside is they're life.. and they aren't so much mine anymore.
Blahh. time speed up? make it 11:30 so i can leave? 11:30 is still too early but not that bad. blahhhh. i dont want to wrap this up now and then have nothing to do for the next half hour but im out of things to say. |
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| monday |
[May. 9th, 2008|08:05 pm] |
is going to be the siiiickest.
bayside at looney tunes.. FILMING FOR THE DVD.
theres people coming in from all over the country.. its gonna be insane |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 2nd, 2008|11:55 pm] |
And if I'm on the road
For another thousand years or so
I hope you know a part of me is at home
And I traded brick for straw
in the house I built around my heart
So when you came it wouldn't be so tough
No "huff and puff" could dismantle us
No "huff and puff" could dismantle us |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 21st, 2008|10:01 am] |
thank you boston marathon & patriots day for being a state holiday. this means no class. but if im not dead by the end of the day then i will be when i have to wake up to go to class tomorrow morning.
crazy weekend... and its not even over. |
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| updates |
[Apr. 1st, 2008|11:44 pm] |
im missing underdogs and the messengers a lot. the new ones just arent the same.
im addicted to pokemon again. lolz.
i miss how my life was.. say... end of junior year. when i was happy.
i want summer to come NOW.
im in desperate need of a new tattoo. the end of this month cant come soon enough.
although. i might not be coming down at the end of this month. i might just say fuck it and only come down the weekend of the bayside show at looney tunes. me & michelle can get tatts then.. she can wait two weeks.
think thats it. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 29th, 2008|04:34 pm] |
balhhhh i've been neglecting this. i guess thats because my life has been kind of boring lately and i have nothing to talk about.
i cant seem to shake the feeling that i let the greatest person to ever enter my life slip away. he was absolutely perfect and as much as i try to get over him and find someone else no one compares. i cant get interested in any other guy because im still so hung up on him.. and i feel like thats never going to change. i know it will in time. but i want it to happen NOW. I dont want to be stuck on him anymore.
we got a new kitten. well.. he was my brothers. and now he's ours. he's the most adorable thing in the world. and hes got crazy amounts of energy.
and we got a new bunny. thunder died and we wanted to rebond tessie so she'd be happier. i get the feeling from watching the two of them she just wants to be diminated. everytime im around she comes right up to be and when i hold her she sticks her head under my chin. she just wants to be cuddled with and protected but i dont think the new bunny is really up for that.
im still counting down the days until i get to move back to long island. i miss it more than i can express. living here is getting more and more stressful and i think that getting away from this place is the first step in me forgetting about him.
idk. i'll give updates more often i guess. i've got nothing left to say right now except.. oscar [the new kitten] just fell in the tub. |
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| yesterday |
[Mar. 15th, 2008|12:05 pm] |
was great.
i wish we had actual plans like that more often.
the best part: i didnt really think about him. ok i did.. but not the way i have been. like here and there i'd think of something but he wasnt constantly on my mind the way he is when im in boston. i told cait the other night that i need a new boy.. but actually i dont think i do. i think i just need to be around my friends. i just need to be distracted.. and i think we figured out how to do that. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 8th, 2008|02:42 pm] |
never let someone become
never let someone become
never let someone become
never let someone become everything. everything.
story of my life? or just this relationship. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 8th, 2008|12:43 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | golden - new found glory | ] |
i like getting jamie's advice on things.
and im seeking cait's right now.
and now...
here goes nothing... |
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| this week |
[Feb. 6th, 2008|11:11 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | phone calls & face plants - Love, Robot. | ] |
is going good.
its at the very least going by much quicker than last. and i havent had boy drama on my mind 24/7 its kind of only 23/7 now. giants superbowl win cheered me up for a while and distracted me from all the negatives. now i have tons of homework to keep me busy and distracted. If i weren't freaked out by awkward situations this weekend could be fun.. but i am, so it will most likely be boring as ever.
I need to put in more job applications this weekend. I need to start making money. I bought airport express when I really shouldn't have. I spent money I didn't have to waste on it. And it doesn't work for what i needed it to but I don't think I can return it so thats probably $100 down the drain. So putting in tons of applications to try and get a job within the next week would be absolutely great. Then I can give my sister some rent money and coming to Long Island for the Bayside/Straylight Run/Four Year Strong show might actually be a possibility. I need bigger plugs. Maybe I'll even invest in another tattoo? I've always wanted to like totally go balls out and get full sleeves but I don't know how smart that would be or if it would look good on me. But I really don't care and I'm kind of willing to go for it at this point.
I also really want to start saving up for a new car because I hate walking thru two lots at school all new cars surrounding mine.. which is a shitty '92 gold station wagon. Don't get me wrong. I love my Blondie girl.. I really do. She has more personality than any other car I've ever met [besides nelly.. they're kind of even] and she really gets along good with me. She does what I tell her to and the only complaint I've ever gotten out of her is my stereo crapping out sometimes. I just wish everyone else saw her like I do and not as some old shit box. And I know I've been saying since like October I want to save up for a new car.. but now I really want to start doing it.
Its time to get my life in order. When I figure out how much I'll be making a week I need to set aside $50 for my sister for rent and then divide the rest up between savings and spending. I need to do all of my homework this semester so I get good grades. Because if I can pull off a good semester I might not need to waste a year at suffolk. I'll be able to go right from Bunker Hill into Farmingdale/ Dowling/ Five Towns/ Adelphi/ Hofstra.
akjaskfdaksdnvansdvknsavasilvjaksvnasvsavbaskjdvsajk. [i wish he would get in touchhhhh] |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 1st, 2008|01:30 pm] |
i cant believe it's only been a week since the bayside show. it feels like so much longer. i guess i've just had a ton of shit on my mind that slowed this week down.
i've thought about things this week i haven't thought of in years. fears i thought i was over came back to haunt me and people i thought i could depend on let me down.
i feel like every relationship i have is falling apart at the seams right in front of me and i dont know what i can do to fix it.
i wish i could rewind.
to like december.
then i'd be happy again. |
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| you just kill me, kill me sometimes |
[Jan. 30th, 2008|11:58 pm] |
you just kill me, kill me sometimes
im not getting any closer.
im not getting any closer.
im not getting any closer.
im not getting any closer to you again.
its not the same as if used to be before.
i swear. he's such a brat sometimes. |
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| today |
[Jan. 26th, 2008|10:25 pm] |
i recieved like 1000 'i miss yous'
& they couldnt have come at a better time.
after the whole alltogether shittiness of last night and this morning.
&&&.. jamie just gave me the best advice ever.
long island i miss you. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 26th, 2008|11:42 am] |
im not in a good mood.
last night sucked.
bayside was the only good part.
nothing went right.
and I've kind of lost hope in the one thing i was counting on.
idk.... idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk.
i feel like shit.
all i want to do is cry.
what i want more is to go back to long island.
what i want the most is him. |
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| today |
[Jan. 17th, 2008|12:47 am] |
i discovered im a bleeder.
it took about five paper towels and four q tips before my nose finally clotted.
sneezing is going to suck for the next few days.
and apparently im supposed to turn the jewelry like 3 times a day.
yeah right.
ahhhh all i want to do is itch my nose. but i know its gonna hurt like a bitch. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 15th, 2008|01:25 am] |
facebook? whhaaatttt?
i just want to see if this works |
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| dear caitlin, |
[Jan. 9th, 2008|01:50 pm] |
i have no idea what you did.
your playlists would have been gone yes.
and if you didnt clean out your itunes then you would have 2 copies of each song.
maybe I should have demonstrated better.
love, alicia |
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[Jan. 6th, 2008|01:42 pm] |
You constantly make it impossible to make conversation.
Keep us comatose but audible.
And I like it the farther I get out.
We pass it off but it's all on us.
Only common conversation,
it took everything I got.
And I like it the farther I get out.
Once said, always said.
I will hold the past over your head.
I'll speak my mind whenever I feel slighted.
I am hellbent on extracting all of my revenge.
Take heart, sweetheart, or I will take it from you.
I slip concealed back to the keep.
Concede to do the work for free.
We prey as wolves among the sheep and slit the necks of soldiers while they sleep |
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